This holiday,i have been thinking a lot of crazy things. Well, basically is between Mike and me.
I think of his past.
Somehow, a girl call T always appear in my mind.=(
T, is so charming, independent, very social in a group, can stand out in a crowd, so mature,so clever, so happy........
Mike loves what T's style( fashionable, branded lover, music and sport lover which suit Mike a lot, and look a bit western)
T always have something "Same" with Mike every semester.. (I wonder why also)
Somehow, if T is his gf now...
I think Mike sure will appreciate T a lot, love T a lot, sayang T a lot. Perhaps, T maybe can help Mike solve all the problemss, be Mike PA, be Mike greatest helper.=)
Me, myself, is so far, far away from her.... I am the loser, always.
Sometimes, when Mike told his best buddy about his past loves one,I will feel Mike smile. Maybe because of knowing and chasing T before. ( sorry mike if i said wrongly)
Does she makes you so proud ma? =(
Sometimes, when Mike said to me: why can't you be like.......(du)..........? I know what he wants to said, but I just pretend not to heard that=(
Sorry, I already tried to be like her, but it's painful and is not me at all.='(
