Friday, September 4, 2009

i am sorry.

same date same time after the "lost" to pudu. we went back to PJ.
mike and me decided to cook maggie with cheese, sausage and egg..but it all end up with tragic.
Mike said he wanna cook for me since I'm "totally" don know how to cook, even a Maggie mee:P
but when mike went to something else, i slipped into the kitchen and kacau the mee...
when mike came back, he scream!!!
mike:ough, what are u doing to the mee??

i replied: cook lo!

then he said: do u see that the pot is already dry??why u let the water hydrated and also can cook the mee??

i said: ya meh??
then he straight away throw all my mee=( i was so disappointed and so angry with him..
i still think that the mee can eat, but a bit watery only mar..
i rushed to upstairs, took all the thing and just wanna to go back Uni. Mike trying to explain to me..but my brain just is just NO!

(wth, i also don know why i am so temperate.)

The tragic happen now, as I was so angry, so do Mike. He drove very fast and suddenly, he knocked down a small little cute dogie!!!


I heard the dog scream! I can feel how hurt it be! I know it is bleeding! I know it is crying!


Mike ran down quickly to see the dogie. I don't know what happened to the dog cox Mike don let me to see it.
Mike just told me, he is fine.
I know that Mike's heart is deeply painful too, I know he is blaming himself for his carelessness.
what can I do? million sorry to both of them is NO use now.
Mike didn't blame me, he just said all is his fault for the speed limit.

i was so guilty, my words are totally empty.
After all, we just went back to continue our study. He study financial accounting while Im study information system.@@

we don't know what will happen the next minute.appreaciate what we have this minute..

I swear, i will not easily lose my temper anymore

I promise You.

Thanx Mike.