Tuesday, January 19, 2010

diary 5, i am not okay.

What else can I do beside *jealous* and being *idiot*?

Yup, although people see me like ok-ok after break up with him, but I am sure that I'm not.*cried*I am jealous when I see he talks with girls, I am jealous when he goes out with girls, and I am jealous when I see other sweet couples.I am like volcano boom inside me...Yucks, I really hate that feeling.

Till today, he act so clear that I wasn't his type of gf anymore and he really keeps some gap between us. Sadly, I very care about how he treat me=( STUPID right? *alas*

When he described what girlfriend he wants next time, I really feel so down ='(

Oh, I'm gonna brain wash myself now:" I am just her sister, not gf. Please don't demand that much okay le mar?=)"

Haih, whatever! Just now went to look for house to rent at UT, but we fail to find it..But, is quite funny talking with them=)) thanks pohling and jessy!

yeap, I am going to sleep and sleep and sleep.*fall sick*=(
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I love "According to you" by Orianthi so so so much=) the lyrics rock man!
She was Micheal Jackson's lead guitarist for This Is It rehearsal concert before MJ bai bai=).

He name Kapo, buddy gave me one..Ah bong choose one. *happy happy*