Rise and shine.
I dreamt about him last night. Im not sure what is the exact things happend but surely is not a sweet dream.
I tried to control my criticism, but it just burst out. Im so tired. Why he can't make me more satisfy? Why he is such a direct talker?
I wonder how he can be more manly?
Give him more time maybe.
And pray hard too.:)
I wish someday he is the man I want in my life.
Yesterday we jotted down our first 9-monthsary. Time really flies, it just so fast that I thought we knew each other like yesterday.
He told me, happy anniversary dear.
Im stunned.
I don't feel happiness, I feel like, nothing.
What's going on with me?
If I were in last time, im the one waiting at 12am,so patiently, wishing my partner first with lotsa loves and kisses. So, am I change? Am I being too cruel?
:(
I feel so bad.