Where have you been

Oh my...time!

Hello 2015, how time flies!

What I have done for my past 2014? I'm sorry that reflection 2014 is too late but I just wish to write it down too..

2014, is a tough and challenging year. So many things happened and it really hits me down...

My family was facing a real challenge and obstacle, which is I believe unbearable by a normal person. My mom is suffered from critical depression, which sometimes she feels like commit suicide. She feels life is meaningless for her and she finds no purpose of living. She has no happiness and she does not need to talk to anyone. She hardly tell people her feeling and really, none of us know what is happening on her...Until one day, when I picked her from her normal hypertension check up, she saw a brochure on depression medical treatment. She quickly seek for doctor and doctor confirmed her depression.

Is not easy to cure a depression patient, it needs a lot of time and patience...It is not same a normal cough and flu, which only takes 3 days medicine. Depression is unforeseeable and uncontrollable. It really scary...Thanks to God and doctor, my mom today has recovered from depression, for almost 80%!. I can see her smiley face and she can talk well to people. Of course, medication is still consuming...

Another bad news for 2014 was my sister..It was a long untold story. Both my parents cry, me, brother and my eldest sister are so helpless.

I see how important a family is.

I see how a love is.

I see how we control our life.

2014, my family also facing financial problem- to support my mom's expensive medication, to support my dad's business and to support my sister.

2014, I was living in a doom day, I am not happy a all.

But it was over...

So, what is gonna be like in 2015? We shall see...