The amount of work is pilling up. A crazy ones.
The negativeness of mine is so obvious that I almost show a black face to my boss.
I feel lost and miserable of what I am working now.
For 24 hours, I almost complain my work for 10 hours, perhaps.
The un-describable feeling is terrible and I feel very tired...
I don't want to quit because I know I really can learn a lot here; I don't want to quit because of the "unfriendly" working environment.
I know that if I don't change my mindset; I'm gonna be hateful for the rest of my working life.
I have to start to change, for now or never.
A change:
1. I have to love my career because the learning curve is terrific! A mixture of education and experiences are both valuable that nothing can exchange from. I have to be a good role model, a positive mind and vibe person.
2. I have to stay calm, cool and collected to make sure all my works get done quick and effective.
3. I must not afraid and live without fear.
4. Be thankful with the job gifted because I can learn and get to know a lot of people. Remember that my life motto is keep learning like a school kid!
5. Grow as a woman not a junior lady.
Be this 5 for a month! Go!!
